Had a BBQ lunch yesterday, and failed my day 40 by drinking not 1, not 2, not 3 but 4 big glasses of wine. I obviously ate more than I should have as well, but it was the drinks that put me out of action.
It was horrible! And I am not even talking about the guilt I am totally feeling. I thought if I was to fall off the wagon, I would have at least enjoyed the wines (they were very good bottles of wines as well), but I didn't. I became such a lightweight, my tolerance level is way down, and I was totally drunk by my 4th glass. I didn't feel any better afterwards, nor did I have a good sleep 9 hours after I had my lunch!
Even this morning, I still feel the hangover, and I feel so lethargic.
This kind of feeling normally only happens when I have had more than a couple of bottles, or a few too many shots.
Alcohol and PCP certainly do not mix!
Am still trying to motivate myself to do today's exercises.
Overall, a bad experience I will try not to repeat!
move on, move on, dont overthink, try to get the remaining week of perfect PCP days.
ReplyDeleteits a slippery slope thats easy to slide down.....get focused again. Drinks can wait a few more weeks.
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